whoa, back up a minute.. you wanna know what loser is?

Loser is someone who afraid of not winning, and they dont even try... now we are trying,right?!

Donnerstag, 5. März 2009

HIPERTIROID part one

Aah, apa pula itu? hhe, gw jg ga tau apa itu, sampe.... suatu hari, di penghujung tahun 2008 gw bangun tidur dengan perasaan deg2an.. pertamanya siy gw seneng2 aja, mungkin mau dapet undian kali ya? ato rejeki mendadak! horee woehehe ;P tapi, semakin siang kok deg2an ini semakin menjadi, dug dag dug dag ;p nah baru d kepikiran, some thing is about to be wrong here.. tapii kok rasanya ga ada kerjaan jg ya, cuma deg2an doang masa kedokter.. hhehe, tetep ngotot.. trus tiba2 ingat, kata orang tua dulu, kalo sakit dibawa tidur pasti pas bangun enakan! oke, gw coba untuk tidur.. tidur siy, tapi waktu bangun bukannya makin enakan malah makin menjadi.. oh no oh no oh no, some thing is wrong now! ya sudah lah, dengan berat hati, akhirnya kita pergi ke rumah sakit..
Karena pergi ke rumah sakitnya pas bgt sama chrismast day, jadi jalanan dsini super SEPI! suepii abuues, persis kaya residence evil! halah berlebihan skali ini, woehehe sesampainya dirumah sakit, whooops! jalanan memang sepi, tapi dsini? ramaay skali, ramay akan nenek2 dan kakek2 ada yang patah kaki,ada yang nungguin temennya dari jam 2 siang! what?! dan banyak lagi yang dibawa masuk pake ambulans, sedangkan gw satu2 nya pemuda eh pemudi ;P yang saat itu jadi pasien, saking ramenya dokternya sampe keluar ke ruang nunggu, nanyain pasien2 yang kira2 butuh duluan masuk buat diperiksa.. dan,setelah 2 jam menunggu diruang tunggu, ya iya lah masa diruang makan ;P akhirnya ada suara dari dalam ruangan ugd, patient mit herzprobleme, bitte! itu artinya kira2, pasien yang punya problem sama jantung silakan masuk.. haah? itu gw? sembarangan aja.. hhe, tapi berhubung sudah 2 jam menunggu, dan sebelum keduluan sm nenek atau kakek yang lain, masuk lah gw sendirian.. rhoma ga boleh ikut.. ditanya2 dulu tentang asuransi gw dsini, dan akhirnya disuruh tiduran dikasur, plus disuruh ganti baju rumah sakit.. oh no, malu dong ah, dsana ada skitar 5 pasien lainnya, walaupun smuanya Gramps, tapii tetep aja maluu.. akhirnya gw dibolehin pake kaos gw sndiri..woehehe. baru aja saya duduk dikasur, dokternya bilang, mau ekg gw.. haah apa pula itu ekg, ternyata ekg itu adalah sbuah mesin yang intinya bisa menghitung detak jantung secara akurat.. correct me if im wrong ;P dan laut mesin ekg itu pulse gw lebih dari 150 / menit! wth? pantes aja kaya mau dpt undian..hehe
Trus si dokter masangin kaya tube buat infus ditangan gw, brutally.. oh no oh no oh no!
3 jam kmudian, setelah mndapat direct cairan, dan disuntik 10x, duh, ;( gw boleh pulang sambil disuruh nunggu hasil minggu depannya..dan dengan kecepatan tak terbayangkan,hehe gw prgi dari rumah sakit, sebelum disuruh nginep..woehehe

Freitag, 27. Februar 2009

......

waiting ;)

Tomorrow comes, tomorrow goes
and We are still waiting..
Weve done searching,enough to finding
Sure we are, but, Guts? not yet..
dont blame time,love
dont blame chances,dear..
we make our own luck ;)
remember what they said,
Sometimes the very thing we're looking for..
is the one thing we can't see.


sincerely yours ;)

10 facts about HOLIDAY!

Finally............. keupdate jg lah blog ini, since i am (literally) in Holiday, so this are 10 things i do in holiday:

1. GET UP up 11 in the morning.
eh itu udh ga pagi lagi yaa? woeheehe,jangan aneh? karenaa itu smua berhubungan dengan my-number-two-things-to-do in holiday! ;p

2. always SLEEP at 2 a.m. or maybe 3.
well,well, i know, this isnt good at all...but there is no point of going bed early either,right? woehehe

3. WATCH some serial movie.
yeaaah, this holiday is time for LOST season 5! ahaha, dont bother, just watch it!

4. CUT hair time!
The whole holiday thing wont complete if i didnt do this ;) i just cut my hair 2 days ago.. not much but its compulsory ;p

5. HORROR NIGHT.
Dont know,if that come to a long holiday like this, i am soo into horror movies, i watched quarantine, one miss called, the decent, pulse and so many more lately...

6. time to MAKE some RECIPE.
hehe, ga tau kenapa..bawaannya jadi pengen bereksperimen! kalo biasanya gw bereksperimen di lab,dengan senyawa2 kimiaa...di liburan ini saatnya bereksperimen dengan tepung terigu, mentega, coklat, kacang dan backing soda.. ;)

7. KARAOKE!
"Dug dag dug dag! bitte musik nicht zu laut!" kira2 artinya "woy jangan berisik dong!" hhe, datanglah tetangga saya,ngomel! ya iyalah.. gimana ga ngomel, kalo nyetel lagu normal keras2 mungkin mereka happy2 aja... but since our kaleng rombeng sound is always in the air lately....sewot sepertinya mereka..hehehe ;p bodo! mau pindah ini.. eins zwei drei, you can dance you can jive having the time of your life uu uuu uu... hehe ;P


8. TIDYING room pleaase...
Ya,ayo beres2.. mumpung ada waktuu, tar pas kuliah lagi boro2.. orang pulang kerumah tinggal capenya doang.. hho

9. relight my fire!
saatnya macar! (halah) hehe..eh eh tapi bnr kok kata orang kwalitas itu lebih penting daripada kuantitas... X)

Aaand the last thing i (should) do in this holiday is:

10. KERJA.
do i need any futher information? kerja! demi masa depan..hehe


so guys, if your now in germany and also IN holiday... ich wuenche euch viel spaß,gel? ingeet.. bulan dpan udah smster baru...woeehehhehe


Samstag, 21. Februar 2009

the endless TAG ;p

This is a wonderfully Tag from pinkan.. whom i thanks the most because tagging me just in the right time to kill my boringness.. hehehe.. love youu pink ;)

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


1. What would best describe your personality?
Dancing Queen - Abba

2. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Apanya Dong - Titiek Puspa

3. How do you feel today?
Hot and Cold - Katy Perry

4. What is your motto?
The Spirit Carries on - Dream theater

5. What is your life's purpose?
Grow Old with You - Adam Sandler

6. What do your friends think of you?
Youve Got a Friend - James Taylor

7. What do you think about very often?
HOME - Michael Buble

8. What is 2+2?
Back at one - Bryan Mcknight

9. What do you think of your best friend?
Laskar Pelangi - Nidji

10. What do you think of the person you like?
Anyone Else but You - Michael Cera and Elien Page

11. What is your life story?
The Words Greatest - R. Kelly

12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A Song for Mama - Boys II men

13. What will they play at your funeral?
Good Bye - Air Supply

14. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dare You to Move - Swichfoot oh my god.. i cant wait! ;P

15. What do you think when you see the person you like?
You and I both - Jason Mraz

16. What is your hobby/interest?
Pesta Pantai - Toni Q

17. What is your biggest secret?
Shoulda Coulda Woulda - Bryan McKnight

18. What do you think of your friends?
Long Time No See - Steven and Coconut Treez

19. What's the worst thing that could happen?
Our Time is Running Out - Muse

20. What makes you cry?
Mother How are You Today - May Wood

21.What makes you laugh?
Dont Worry Be Happy - Bobby McFerrin

22. What is the one thing you regret?
Holiday - The Begees just dont ask me why....

23. How will you die?
Peace with Love - Tony Q

24. Will you ever get married?
I Finally Found Someone - Barbara Streisand and Bryan Adams

25. What do your parents think of you?
Valerie - Amy Winehouse oh this is soo TRUE! woehehe

26. Does anyone like you?
Here, There and Everywhere - The Beatles

27. What scares you the most?
Zombie - Cranberries

28. If you could back in time, what would you chage?
Warwick Avenue - Duffy

29. If someone says "is this okay?" you say..
I will Survive - Cake

30. What will you post this as?
Me, My Self and I - Beyonce Knowles

oo such a fine Tag! it took me more than one hours to done it, because i heard every musics i wrote fully! heehehe..

mm, not in the mood to take anyone else, so, if you read this and feeling "tag" just do it? kay?
hehehe...

Sonntag, 8. Februar 2009

tag dari pinkan ;)

15 Random Things About Me That You Should Know:

1. i am dying to be an architect
2. and get marry as soon as possible ;p above 20 disease woehehe
3. i try to love those pharmacy things specially toxicology medicine, which unfortunately not yet
4. love my family and boyfriend so muchoo
5. the one that always make me home sick mostly is my brother
6. still trying to write a novel and be writer... wait my books,ok? ;p
7. i adore cookie.........
8. i'm a cooke monster!!
9. i will never bet a better =)
10. i watched liltle miss sunshine for like 100 times or more
11. i used to have an imaginary friend... hhe, hi? miss you..
12. recently i think that edward and bella does exist.. idiots.. woehehe
13. free to eat cookie, chocolate, candy and even junk food without gaining weight.. hhe lucky me... ;)
14. i am 90 pounds and 5 foot 4
15. kinda tired now... so, this is my last fact you should know...

so this is it.. i tag you nyet.. but i know you wont tag from and to anyone..hehehe

oh ya?

You are Red Wolf, who is not afraid of meeting new people, and are kind to everybody.
kindaa..

You are very sociable and extremely innocent woman.
true.. true..

There are many unique type of people in Red Wolf.
uniqe? do you mean freak?

You are bold enough to push your own way, without being restricted by tradition and common knowledge.
maybe..

You don't care what the other people think of you.
pups egal ;p

You want to do as you wish.
yes..

Therefore, your life style and preferences are little bit different from others.
not realy..

You dislike having no style of your own.
yeah?

You possess your own sense of balance, and you create your own environment.
a bit

You have sharp instinct that you use in daily life.
exactly! lets say six sense? woehehehe

This makes you do a good job of life.
ameen

You are very pure inside, but this sometimes can create misunderstanding.
well thats explane a lot..

Your action that you do unconsciously may not be understood by the others.
this is 100 percent true! mind you, i am too shaples..

Once you decide on something, you will definitely carry it out.
bis zum tod ;p

But that may be today or a year later.
oh no, you so darn right! this is soo me..

This makes it difficult to plan other things.
yeah...kinda pathetic is it not?

You ought to be careful not to give up so easily.
yes.

Although you tend to be rather unique, the way you look for originality makes you successful in the field of designing and planning.
mind you, i study farmacy now, but i am dying to be an architect.. does that still count?

You are cheerful and have dreams, so you can adapt to circumstances quite easily
all right

You have a good sense of balance.

thats depends of which balance you mean, i often end up "fall by accident" hehehe

You can think and calculate about your future.
who doesnt? but believe me, i try to let it the way it is and i do not believe in coincidence

You may go for an arranged marriage.
this point is nothing but TRUE... hehehehe

oh my god.. this is soo damn right...

a dream place to go ;)

I have pretty much wishes in my life, soo much that i cant even name it one by one, soo lets not talk about all my wish but one, my dream place to go.. by a book is the first time i knew this place even exist.. considering my-under-average-point of geographycs lesson in my school time,no wonder i doubted the existence one of the most wonderful thing in our entire world, a place called PRAGUE, the largest city of the Czech Republic.. you know what? it was only a dream! for god sake i lived in indonesia,so there will be a zillion miles to drive, or over 10.000 miles away by plane, which sounds more possible to make. so, i leave it behind, and try to control my mind from creating too much imagination of what exactly those city look a like..
then, time flies so incredibly fast.. when i just hit 18, i to continue my study in germany.. to be honest with you, i would like say that was the bigest and the very LAST minute decision i ever made in my life, and amazingly i have no regret about that..
i n g e r m a n y.... things seems a bit easier to go to my must-to-go-place-before-you-die, but every single thing is new and as a freshman student, i will not even imagine to going outside country.. until one just nothing special afternoon, that day (as i remember) ive got my friends visited we brought this easy afternoon talk about places, since we were all here (red:germany) places such as paris, london, barcelona even manchester are easier to reach... suddenly i remembered my dream place and i tell everyone that i have to go to Prague at least once in my life... then abra kadabra, the next day after this beautiful places talk,one of my friend, well at least used to be my friend, tell me that he already prepared everything and its all up to me to choose day to go.. whether friday or saturday which mean only 3 days away until one of my dreams come true.. i will never ever ever ever forget those feeling, feeling for waiting and knowing my dream will happend, immediately! that week i cant barely slept, and i DID NOT slept at all one day before we went to prague, my dream place........... we took a train,4 hours later... there i was.... in Czech Republic, PRAGUE.. i can not describe the breathtaking beuty of those city so.. here are the pictures of my dream place...






so.. is that true? picture worth a thousand word ;p

special thanks to rhoma ;) u made my dream come true....... ;) ;)